Becoming Hulk or ...

Why I should be angry?

Before 2.00 p.m, I rushed to class for Religion In Malaysia subject. In order to be punctual, I speeded myself, went to the class at the third floor.

Until 2.05 p.m, there were no students presented. Is the class cancel? Or postponed? Or the vanue is changing?

Then, I texted SMS to my friends, anyone that I have their phone numbers, and waiting for their response. Hope that they would reply as fast as they could. Because this only 40 minutes class. So, uf I entered late, thats mean I would miss some vital minutes and the strategic places to sit; that was near the lecturer.

After 5 minutes, I just know that the class was changing to the Seminar Hall. Everyone was there, while I still absent. Because they come a bit late, so they know the info, while I just waiting in the empty, dull class without any info. At least, one who arrive early at Seminar Hall, could text me a message. It shouldnt be!! Very sad!

Then, with anger to majority of my friend, I entered the Seminar Hall. My spirit went down because of the technical thing. Hurm..

Anyhow, by remembering what Rasulullah said,

La TAGHDOB ( Dont be angry)

I felt that it was useless to get angry with them. Think positive Hasbi. You should try to control yourself. Came on Hasbi..

And now, I could smile again. No more angry.

Smile always!!

"Changing attitude is hard, Trying to change is a part of challenging, but when you are totally change, it is part of having a new life!"

Downtown

Last night, I have meeting at PJ for RAFEST in order to finalize the budget before present in front of Bro Sham. So, Bro Midi, Mahfudz, Pian (driver) and I, went to PJ campus by Mahfudz’s car at 9.30 pm. Alhamdulillah, we were arrived on time, at 10.00 pm. Thank you to Pian as a crazy driver!

After meeting, around 12.30 am, we decided to have supper. So, Pian suggested, we should have meal at Downtown. Urm, alright, we just agreed as long as we could have our supper.

When arriving, it was not only food stalls, but also clothes stalls. However, our intention was to have supper. Not more than that. Bro Midi and I ordered Char Kuey Tiaw and Yong Tau Foo, while Pian ate Nasi Goreng and Mahfudz was diet. Haha..

After having meal, we just wanted to look around. To survey the price. Just window-shopping.

Wow! The price was very, very cheap, and there were many choices to make! I couldn’t stand with this. It was very lucky as I didn’t draw the scholarship yet. If I draw it, perhaps, next day, I need to draw again. However, as long as, this was my first time, the stalls attract me to purchase something.. The price, design, was the economic factors, that pulled me to buy. So now, I know, why man sometime couldn’t manage money wisely. It was because of the factors that I have stated before. Before this, I assumed that only woman were fanatic during shopping, but actually, it is same. Man also would obsess with shopping when there were many choices and the prices were low.

Hurm, anyhow, when seeing fake Muslim’s couple (May Allah gives them Hidayah), makes me very, very sad. Why woman? Why you were not at home when the clock shows it is 1.00 am. Why were you still going out with man at that time? You don’t care about your dignity? Hope that, you would think about it woman..

I whispered to Pian. “If one day I became a father, I wouldn’t allow my children to go out after 10.00 pm. They must be in home. I don’t want them to freely exposed with this unhealthy culture.” Why? Because at this time, I looked many babies were still around with their parents while it was 1.30 am. Very pity.

After that, we went back to Nilai. Mahfudz, Pian, hehe, don’t forget to wake up ya.. Both of you have class at 8 am.. Hehe..

I was wet

After class at noon, I hurried up to Student Activities Department to meet Bro Din as FSCC Nilai advisor to discuss about Induction Rafest. Only one hour to settle everything because I'v class at 2. The proposal was double-checked by Bro Midi and me, but still, the proposal was rejected, because of the budget more than RM2000.00.

Anyhow, thanks to Bro Midi for lending me a hand to make sure everything became smooth.

After praying at STAD, I asked their permission to enter class.

Unfortunately, it was raining cat and dog. I didn't bring umbrella or jacket. (actually I dont have any umbrella. It is symbolize feminin. Just my perception. Hehe.)

So, what to do?

In deep intention to be punctual, I ran without thinking about other's thinking.

When arriving at class, it was uncomfortable. I was wet!! Totally wet!!

And now, I hope that, I dont have any mc for tomorrow. Even before that, I hoped to have mc after SMAC for resting. =)

Terima Kasih Kalian!

Terima kasih Kalian.

Alhamdulillah, seminggu yang memenatkan telah berakhir. SMAC (Sports and Martial Art Carnival), satu acara wajib CFS IIUM, bermula 7 November 2009 hingga 15 November 2009 meninggalkan satu impak yang mendalam kepada kami. Setiap hujung minggu terpaksa berada di PJ bagi komiti Nilai, dan setiap hari belajar, selepas kelas akan terus ke PJ untuk urusan SMAC dan perbincangan untuk menyiapkan proposal RAFEST, acara wajib CFS IIUM yang akan dijadualkan pada bulan Januari ini, InsyaAllah.

Terima kasih kepada Biro Disiplin SMAC yang sentiasa member kerjasama yang memberangsangkan untuk kami bekerja sebagai satu team tanpa ada perbezaan PJ atau Nilai. Terima kasih Azam Senior, Fadhli, Syaakir, Mahfuz, Siraj, Khairi, Hafizuddin, Azam Junior, Syabab, Zulhilmi, Solihin, Liyana (Ustazah Liyana), Zainab, Kak Ruzaini, Anis, Syikin, Adlina, Aisyah Humaira’ (Ustazah Aisyah), Hazwani dan Campus Buddies PJ yang sama-sama membantu melicinkan perjalanan disiplin SMAC dalam usaha untuk membiahsolehahkan Bumi CFS IIUM dan mengawal keadaan daripada menjadi buruk.

Terima kasih juga kepada keluarga FSCC, Abang Adib, Abang Hamidi, Syahril, Mahfudz, Kak Ziqah, Kak Sha, Fikri, Izzat, Hanisah, Kak Anis, Kak Amal, Kak Tiyah, Kak Jayannah, Zaid, Jua, Hadi, Kak Masyitah, Shaheer, Narisa, Kak Wan, Amin, Dik Bi, Kak Lisa, Zahra, Amzar, Afiq, Dilin, Helmy, Ilham dan Kak Aton atas sokongan dan kerjasama sepanjang SMAC.

Semoga kalian terus diberkati. Selamat Berjaya FSCC 09/10. Walaupun ada suara-suara sumbang di belakang, jangan takut. Kita harus bekerja sebagai satu team; Nilai dan PJ tanpa sentimen. Ingat apa Izzat cakap, “ Walaupun kita cuba buat yang terbaik, orang akan tetap mencari kesalahan kita. Macam free fight, walaupun players dah cub buat yang terbaik, tapi penonton tetap komen, tendang ke depanlah, and so on. So do the best!”